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#WEIRDNESSSRANTS: Sometimes I look around at the lack of life behind the eyes and my heart aches at the distance between us. I’ve seen bodies on the ground and phones out but no compassion or even a pause to connect to the soul laid out. I cringe at the thought of the babies about to join the callousness that is our existence. I try to explain to people what happens when I become conscious to all that is happening around me and I’m only offered new filters to deal. It hurts to feel as intensely as I do and simultaneously feel as powerless as I do. I want to do it all, for everyone, and I mean it! Fuck validation and high fives, save strangers with no pay offs. I try so hard to calm this intensity that exists in me and it’s relentless. I was brought here to serve and that is what I will do til my final days, but know that I care so deeply and often that chances are I may be here but I’m also everywhere else. Humanity over politics is a dream but influence my actions. So I apologize if I’m unable to be here with you in this moment... I’m trying my best to stay present and not allow the narrative of our times to suffocate me.
((Photos from @unitedwedream 🙏🏾 )) The word is the raid that was supposed to start tmrw nation wide has been postponed for 2 weeks but help your friends get prepared in advanced. Don’t tag them on this post, send it to them privately, please. Make sure they have all important stuff ready to grab and go. Have plans in place and make sure all loved ones involved are on the same page. Have u traceable phones, use WhatsApp and delete histories, delete pictures, evidence in the homes of people being there. Have light easy to carry food, camel packs with water...whatever u can to be prepared for whatever. Protect humans not your fucking politics. Have travel size toiletries and some undies n cash ready. Prep the babies, have first aid kids and all set up to go, formula, diapers. I’ll try to post more random shit if I can. Call local churches see what their rules are and if they will be help or not do not automatically rely on places or worship as an escape plan.
#WEIRDNESSSRANTS * If when you hear the word “immigrant” and think of brown people- you ain’t shit * If you do not help these people who have fled for their safety and are more than likely laying low key as fuck tryna make some money to help their families- you ain’t shit * If you are calling ICE on people- you ain’t shit * If you think that you are doing anything for anyone “protecting your country” and you are of Hispanic origins, or Cuban that was protected by law but fled none the less and you think you’re better than other immigrants who did the same as your parents- you ain’t shit * If you think you karmic debt isn’t real and you’re harming an already vulnerable, marginalized population- ima need you to do some research and learn some things k. Thanks. * The highest population on welfare is white people * Man I don’t have time to do the work for you, if u give a fuck enough to call ICE on brown immigrants but not white ones- you ain’t shit...but if you care so much as to make the call period. EDUCATE YOURSELF.
Monday Services: #Weirdnesssrants The amount of times that I begged God for something or someone... sheeesh!!!😅THANK GOODNESS I didn’t get that half-assed serving of life I pleaded for. It’s so fascinating what time can reveal and some lessons have taken years to come to the light. How often does my lack of esteem cry out to hold on to the crumbs life has left in the after math of an existence and my ego deems it sufficient and Gods like naaah biiih! I said I got you! N I’m all like but...I want it now, now. I despise the spiritual baking process, since I didn’t set the timer I never know when a lesson is learnt or a wound has healed. So I’m always living out of anxiety and desperation instead of faith and gratitude. And then once in a while I get a moment of clarity, someone’s truth comes out, a better opp arises, a calm over my soul when I just take a deep breath and sink into my trust and remember the amount of shit that has already taken place and that God really does got me and I can chill tf out. I invite you to be grateful for all the unanswered prayers in your life today, and trust that they didn’t serve your higher self, even if you don’t know why yet! 🧿🖤🙏🏾 . . . . . . #miraclemonday #monday #blog #blogger #speakthetruth #igotthis #god #spiritual #spirituality #healing #divinity #words #insight #love #igwords #message #sermon #itsaword #goodmorning #freshstart #newbegining #stillirise #riseup #exhale #selfhelp #selfhelpblog
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!💕 . . . . . . Where all the daddy’s celebrating? Asking for a friend🤓 . . . . . . Yeah, yeah. I ain’t shit🙃😂🤦🏽♀️ . . . . . . . #plussizefashion #curves #plussize #plussizestyle #bodypositivity #plussizemodel #plussizeblogger #plussizecelebration #curvypower #fatandfabulous #fatpositive #effyourbeautystandards #plussized #plussizeclothes #plussizeclothing #plussizebrasil #plussizeindo #plussizemalaysia #plussizebeauty #plussizewomen #plussizeootd #goldenconfidence #fatwomenofcolor #bbw #novababe #fashionnovacurve #pluzsizemeplz
BEATS on Netflix- Review [[SPOILERS]] . . . I’m being mad nice right now... . . . . @anthonyanderson said be honest sooo ima do it! First, I think it was an incredible story. It’s a story that is rarely told and the one I’m talking about it the after math of violence in inner city communities. This film is crucial to the trending conversation of mental health, since everyone wants to talk about it, or rather talk around it but never truly about it. You never see what it looks like, how it plays out or how it affects people, especially young people in these situations. The entertainment industry has made PTSD a veterans only issue and for mad long I’ve been trying to say FUCK THAT. So for this reason alone I feel this movie should be shown to the masses and in school and truly, hopefully be the beginning of very important conversations that need to be had regarding POC and mental health. . I also loved the role his mother played in how real the fear is but it’s never shown the way you did in this film! Brilliant new perspective and the guilt taken on the siblings or survivors. . Also, female rapper!! YAAASS!!! And all the local clothing!! Casting and wardrobe were incredibly done!! . Next, I wish that scene after he signed the contract and set it in fire and Terrence began speaking Romelos truth never happened. I understand when someone gets enough blows from life it can change them n he caught himself but I feel like the movie already had so many heavy story lines that to now discredit Romelo that far was out of place. Anyone who’s been anywhere near the entertainment industry knows how real Romelos story is and that it should be it’s own movie but to have added that segment in and then that awk ass apology on the school steps n then 11 weeks later just didn’t fit the articulation of the previous writing and details that were given through out. Also, the music throughout the whole thing...fire af Rex!!! . . #abff2019 #weareabff #beatsonnetflix #strongblacklead #netflixmovies #netflix @khalileverage @mrrobotodirector @uzoaduba @arianaburks @ashleylavernejackson @dreezy @daveeast @strongblacklead
These revolutions will be televised. Incase you need to know where the issues are to help you do your research: - Sudan (Photo) - Haiti - Yemen ...massive amounts of people are dying....people of color. No mass outcry or big clear channel coverage. I spoke on Sudan last week and was told to stop comparing Notre Dame to these lives. And now it’s a meme and insta-celebs are talking about it so it’s ok. That’s wack af. I think the hardest part bout social media is seeing how many people pretend to fuck with me but don’t really until someone more popular gives them the silent approval that a certain topic is ok to touch. Man, fuck that. The best thing I’ve heard this week is @niqabaechronicles saying she loved being offensive ! Sounds bout right. Cuz this playing safe ain’t doing shit for nobody. So y’all can keep acting like u don’t hear me...but ima keep on buhleeeeeed dat!!! There’s soooo many things I’ve spoken on and watching the wave come weeks later n people who ignored now speaking on it blows my mind. Y’all here cuz u care or cuz caring is trending and u tryna get the numbers? Foh!!! That shit is WILD. Fr fr.... Don’t let ur soul be dragged into the algorithms cuz if this shit all crashes and u morphed ur humanity so deep into the technology ur gonna have a lot of sorting to do and little pieces to charge back up with soul. It takes $0 to keep it real... #weirdnesssrants ((( @ayousuf93 has a fund for Sudan)))
Dear Edinburgh, You were such a lovely quaint town! Here are some of the things I learned while I was all up in you for a short period of time. 1. You’re haunted AF. Like not even just slightly but like a whooole ass lot!!! I’m so glad I didn’t know this til my last night ☠️👻 ((SIDE NOTE: if you ever come here, you HAVE TO do a ghost tour with @thecadiesandwitcherytours cuz it’s funny af and legit super intriguing and informative)) 2. You have like the most violent history I’ve heard of to date and I love history but fuuuuh y’all were some sick mf...like undeniably 🤬🤢 3. The castle is legit on an out-of-order volcano. Can we just discuss this... a volcano. 🌋 4. The freaking plague!! 🤮Plague pits!! Some people weren’t even dead yet! And buildings were built on top of these body masses!! 🤯🤯🤯 5. You know when u meet a shitty dude and you’re just like just throw the whole man away? Y’all did that but like with the WHOLE CITY!! You built a city on top of a city...just like re-do cuz why not? Bloop 🙃 Sooo the amount of layers that have been discovered is wild! Like no shit ur haunted af! 6. I wasn’t ready for such diversity tbh and it was really cool to see so many kinds of people all out here grinding together 🥰 7. I learned that bag pipes cannot be played on an amp 🎶 8. Rugby and kilts are dead ass a thing 9. Y’all loooove u some karaoke 🎵 10. You have some super duper awesomely nice people!! Everyone was so kind and polite! 🖤 #weirdnessstravels . . . . #edinburgh #scotland #igtravel #travel #wanderlust #travelphotography #travelblogger #history
Sunday’s Sermon: Traveling should never interfere with the Werd. This year has started so speedy and intentionally. It’s like last years agonizing lessons sped up and it’s like I been dodging fuckery since midnight 12/31/18. Like, all of a sudden everything fell into place and 2019 has been God being like iiighhht bitch let me see what you learned! N I’m like iiight God! Bet! And every day I’m just like BABYYY GET YOUR LIFE!!! To myself, to others, to strangers!!! Man, how often we hold our own joy and success hostage! Nahhhh fam!! GO GET YOUR LIFE!!! ALL 👏🏾OF 👏🏾IT!! Go build that brand! Post them shots, get messy!!! Go on them dates! Break up with the toxicity!! Go to therapy!! Get off the dating apps/ get on the dating apps!! Face some baby fears!! Take clothes off/ put some on!!🙃 We’re all in diff places!! Be transparent!! Feel this shit!! Feel your words as they exit, feel your thoughts as they begin creating!! YOU DON’T OWE NO ONE NOTHING BUT YOU DOING YOU TO THE FULLEST!! Sooo GOOO GET YOUR LIFE!!! It’s been waiting a long time for your attention💋 #weirdnesssrants
I never thought this moment would happen for me. For all the kids growing up in countries where concerts weren’t allowed, where women couldn’t be loud and brash, in countries that lived by censorship, Baby, this one was for you. For all the women who grew up being told they were too much, I saw you all- my tribe. Draped in all the sequence, glitter and animal print for days! You are mothers, beautiful mothers raising babies on Girl Power. You are professionals who don’t fit into cubical or have them decorated loud af! You came from all over the world for this and I realized how many of us there are! The Spice Girls were my first introduction into Feminism, I am because they are. I will forever be grateful to have existed at a time where they raised me to believe I was enough as I was. This was more than music for me. May we never forget the lessons they brought us. They were my safe place, my hype team, my best friends, my therapists...my everything. I have never cried this much at a show but I’d do it all again just to let my little chubby brown inner child live out her wildest dreams in a country far far away. Baby, this one was for you. You survived long enough to dream so grandly that here you are. It’s real ANNND there’s still so much more to come. Viva Forever✨ . . . . . #weirdnesssrants #weirdnessstravels #spiceworld2019 #spicegirls #spicegirlstour2019 #edinburgh #scotland