As sad as it is i think im just existing...i dont have any goals, the only thing i loved died and i dont think anyone could ever love me for me
It’s funny you always expect someone to be with you throughout the rest of your life, when you’ve known them since you were little but then they go away...
Yesterday i started thinkin about how much i miss you... and dam was i ever dum for liking you. But you kno what hurts? Still loving how you treated me and how you made me feel like living inside....i dont feel like that anymore honestly
I think it’s beautiful to find something that is broken because at least you knew that at one time it had a heart and it was real, not like other people who are equally translucent everyday of their lives. I’m already broken inside; and yes a part of me wants to die but because of that, no one can break me anymore. And bc of that i don’t trust anyone
So... im tryin to learn how to like a person again from my last backstab but, hes a marine get me. What happens if hes stationed somewhere else, what happens if he leaves, what happens if we dont have similar enough lifes to like each other. Why do i always seem to fall for the wrong person -H.B
I stopped caring about people a while ago.... now i feel like ill just use em. And sadly i wouldnt want it to be a ny other way. -H.B