Инстаграм @sixxxxis Kaz
Its been 4 weeks since he left, 4 horrible, lonely boring weeks. I've barely functioned on lack of sleep and constant headaches. Thank you to everyone who has checked in on me, it means a lot. I have a bunch of messages to get back to and I promise I will soon. I love you guys. I have found some peace this weekend repeatedly watching The Dirt 🖤 My loves. If Nikki Sixx can get through 1987 I suppose I can get through this too.
Today my heart died when the Motleydog took his last breath. Motley was my whole life and my whole heart, he came in to my life and changed it forever and has saved me everyday since. We have been through so much together and the only reason I got through it is because he was at my side. He was my protector, my defender and my very best friend. I cant even imagine what life is supposed to be like without him. He'll be with his girls now and I hope they are all running free and happy together. If love could have saved you, yous would all have lived forever. I'm sorry my babies 🖤
One year ago today the world lost its sparkle and I was left irreparably heartbroken as I let my little bear dog down when I couldn't save her. I loved her from the minute I saw her and I can't even explain how much I miss her wee smooshie face. I'd give almost anything to throw you over my shoulder and cuddle you one more time. 💔
Ooh you're the best friend that I ever had I've been with you such a long time You're my sunshine and I want you to know That my feelings are true I really love you Oh you're my best friend