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Beautiful Illusions and why in our life we'd welcome a delusion for comfort through deflection, why would we accept ill perceptions. Why so many deflections, illusions, delusions in life? Why is it easier to believe in our self through falsified, lies? . "If your deceptive in a way that you want to just say who you are but your actions don't align, then daring enough to say who he is and who am I, that's a whole other abyss of blind." . There are different types of illusions some spark life through living, sharing and understanding through others eyes, the illusion of being one is actually no illusion, its no disguise, this helps to easily recognize the lies. But some illusions, rather say delusions aim to only light up their own dark skies, sometimes at the cost of others light, how ironic is it, for what is yours can try to contaminate mine. One will try to mask themselves to easier accept their own mind, these accompanied with a false disguise. . If we get comfortable in deflecting life, it becomes hard to see who we are inside. We sabotage our own growth, deny ourself the opportunity of real reflection, the opportunity for self acceptance, losing an opportunity to redefine and outgrow the costumes we found in the walks of life. To only keep paving a dark, fog filled road, to destination of unknown. By turning tables around, a perspective to an advantage of only our own. To blame others because we don't want to see, rather avoid the truth that lies deep within, and is known. That's when our defences and ego rule our life. The weaks preferred actions to point to others and deflect with mind, for the simple sake of self acceptance and ease digestion in what they really are in light. Yes, sometimes it may seems easier to be in denial, be self deceived, and turn from truth to lies. . But because of the strong hold you grip so close, resistance to growth and lack of strength in character for the sake of your mind, the world and I, because of sheer ignorance and delusion of self in pride. Because of your expressed denial to grow and accept the reality that's in front of us and in plain sight, this most times will mark the definite end to you and I. G. Mendoza
From my understanding and living a well rounded life, from my devotion to reflect, clearly discern, percieve and willingness to understand life to the fullest at a multidementional level of understanding, it is my knowing that wisdom or grace must be attained and could only be nearly perfected through experiencing life in vulnerability, ever bit and piece of it, including when we put on others shoes and really try to understanding their story and thought process. Giving and trusting beyond reason, giving the gift and opportunity of spiritual growth, knowledge and understanding for all involved. This being the best way to unveil and dwelve in a inner exploration to self discovery, a discovery of our innermost mind and thought process qualities and to better relate to those around us. When we are vulnerable to ourselves, our emotional feedback and others judgment, it's easier to learn about ourselves with others or through others. Then like a hawk it's most necessary to observe and contemplate our response mechanisms and our emotional roots, to be able sooner then later manage to rewire and rewrite our character, perception, DNA, most importantly our reality. Vulnerability means wisdom and in vulnerability we find perfect strength. Our response in thoughts, emotions and actions are the level of our cognizance, righteousness, clemency and grace we choose to carry and define our souls. . I may act def or blind to your words and actions, because I'm flawed in seeing the beauty with optimism of the best to shining through everyone I meet, since we are God's children after all, I'll give the right of doubt therefore proudly remain somewhat nieve. However I can do this because I'm beyond thick skinned, and have addressed and resolved my weaknesses and redirected my insecurities to better align to my selfworth and acceptance, also having built an unshakable knowing of self. Depending on the level of awareness I might share with you my disappointment in your words or actions, and if it's that ridiculous I simply leave you to ponder and think. But when it's time, it's time. And just as easily I'll let you be and set you free. . This to me is the true definition of grace.
I found eternal summers, warmer than ten sun's and abundant like the winters springs, his warmth and joy that lieth and run deep within me. 🌱 🌲 Clarification: ☀️🏞️☀️🏞️☀️ In him I find springs of eternal summers, a liniar blessing from above. When my mind and soul study and follow his way I become aligned and am closer to one. His illumination enters like a cleansing waterfall from above. Flowing down like winter springs from a mountain top, nurtured like a vine, his waters filled with the warmth of life, love and light. Filling and there lieth deep, in my belly far from sight..feeling taller than the trees my soul drinks and stretches high in order to receive and explore his precious skies. G. Mendoza 💕 💕 💕 My quote was originaly a sentence long but I felt the need to enlighten and add discription. I hope you enjoyed. Xo 💮 I believe Jesus taught great principles that are simply moral and expectant from decent human beings and should be practiced by everyone regardless of religion and faith. I know his teaching shines light to what is wrong and what is right. 💮 "We fix our eyes not to what is seen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal" 2 Corinthians 4:18 ☀️ "Everyone who goes on ahead and does not abide in the teaching of Christ, does not have God. Whoever abides in his teaching has both the father and the son." 2 John 1:9 ☀️ "Believe in me that I am the father and the father is in me, or at least believe in account of the works thenselves" John 11 ☀️ "if you love me, you will follow my commandments. I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. In a little while, the world will see me no more, but you will see me. Because I live you will also live. On that day you will know that I am in my father, and you are in me. ²¹ The one who loves me will be loved by the father and I will love him and reveal myself to him" John 14 15:20
If your soul was an ocean what would it carry to shore? Would your ocean give or take life, or for that matter what type of liquid does your planet hold, h20 or like Venus, liquid sulfuric acid? I might see what your oceans are made of by observing how well your words and actions are. . What color is your soul? Just as plastic now has reached the deepest points of the oceans, your thoughts run just as deep, they make you, you, undeniably and your words and actions are what surface to that. What color are your waters and how much love and light shines through? . How much do you take from life and what qualities do you give? You are an example, and if your surface looks covered in plastic you should avoid trying to give life until you do the inner work, cleaning and correcting your perspectives and emotions because then actions align. Otherwise like a virus you can only pollute and will only dilute the quality of life. . It may seem obvious to some but many still don't understand, and then wonder why even strangers or people you know might say terrible things about you. Not only might their oceans also need a filter but there are no accidents and whatever is said will always help you better see and truly know yourself, to see what resonates to what you are and what your not because sometimes even your mere presence contagious and influences the life around you, giving you back what you chose to give in the first place. There's always something to learn from every experience if your really paying attention. . Whether its love, empathy and understanding or adding toxicticy in all the ways we already know disrupt and distruct , you CAN always choose what you entertain. After all our soul is very much like the oceans, and scientifically water carries emotion just as feeling come in waves. What will you choose to carry up shore, what kind of mind and life do you deserve? . And what could we do with the shards of glass thrown at us? Throw then back like a treasure of inner beauty, wisdom and empathy to the world. . May our oceans support life, freely give and be covered with hidden gems and pearls. G. Mendoza
A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor can a man be perfected without trials. -Luscius Annaeus Seneca
If the sight of blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the field has the power to move you, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive. -Eleonora Duse
Be yourself always and express yourself freely and as you truly please at the time being, uninfluenced by what others want, need, think or say. Whether it means to take part of the crowd or not. Be fiercely original because original will always be worth more than a copy. . I learned this lesson the hard way at an early age as a teenager. Role models that had the most influence on me, and I trust in them. Many people can relate as they were cousins that were about the same age, little older. They turned out to have the worst mindsets, values and morals. As a nieve girl I was blinded in believing the best in them. They were the worse and the best thing that happened to me. The worst because they corrupted my innocence and youth with an impure approach to sincerity, love, faithfulness along loyalty, showing me what it truly is to be two faced and much more. They could never teach the things that mattered most. The best because it was a wake up call to my higher self, to better see, discern and trust more on my own guidance and knowing, to more than ever want to tap into my own self taught authenticity. To instead count on and hear my inner voice more through discernment of what I know is wrong and right. They helped me see what matters most in life.
Only through self, every perception, through comprehension along side discernment, you are given the opportunity to tap into a higher self and aid in reaching your life potentials and calling. These steps can help in finding fullfilment, peace and joy with and without all things if so you decide. Only through self discovery in our experiences and our perceptions we can REFINE and REDERECT ourselves. Our perception is one of the BEST FORMS of SELF DISCOVERY, perception is not made of stone and its the reason for our state of mind and being. Peace, love and joy as well as pain and sadness can be found within, through the mind. PAYING ATTENTION TO your THOUGHT REACTIVE PROCESS is the best way to truly discover most parts of ourselves. We start to create and pave the direction to our final destination from every repeated judgement and understanding as they leak out BY OUR WORDS, FEELINGS and ACTIONS. Words can be like honey or like sharpened knives to self and others. This way, BY OBSERVING our thoughts we create a inner and outer world, by thought driven actions. Everything and everyone, everything in the earth, friends and strangers are all guides, true teachers reflecting back to ourselves. This way meaning, there is no better teacher than experience itself, and from what directly influence us and our emotional response in life. Instead of teachers or gurus we seek out, these are tailored for ourselves in our life journey. And teachers cannot teach these things. Rather life and our REACTION and PERCEPTION to it can and are the ones to point us closer to our true selves and TEACH us the work to do. G. Mendoza Proverbs 18:15 The heart of the discerning acquired knowledge, for the ears of the wise seek it.
The answers are all around you to see and inside of you to understand. All of the things you long to know and understand. It's a matter of taking the time to look closely to remove the vail of fog and lies. G. Mendoza
So within so without, what we see in others many time is a reflection of ourselves, our fears our awareness and our judgment. Perception is everything✨ If your perception has you feeling a certain way you should always go within and unwind the perception into decernment, the roots lead you closer to real apprehension, maybe a redirected perception and true discernment of one's self and thought form. G. Mendoza
Paterns make up the world, throughout all living things including us. We follow patterns more than you think but when we break them that's when reality changes and new worlds emerge. G. Mendoza
I like to turn things upside down, to watch pictures and situations from another perspective. You must look within for value, but must look beyond for perspective. "Each person does see the world in a different way. There is not a single, unifying, objective truth. We're all limited by our perspective." - Siri Hustvedt
What I speak, know and think is all I learned from self through thought process in silence. Taking the time to REALLY hear (understand) people's way of life, their perspective and peoples decision making reasons and where they root from. To REALLY understanding life by its very nature, the trees, the birds and the bees. To really see, to really hear is to understand. Frequency and vibrations enter the eyes and the ears, processed through the mind first and heart first and then body.. Just as water carries emotion. Your perspective settles in mind, emotion and body. My awareness was taught from the life that surrounds me and experiences themselves. Experience is the greatest teacher, we can experience for our selves, and more profoundly we learn through the life of others. Finding depth in our understanding by being one, again deeply connecting and understanding the life around us, the good and the bad as if it were our own. Reflection and understanding REQUIRES silence, and complete silence shows understanding, perspective and intentions our heart and our soul. (So if you struggle to meditate it shows you need to work on yourself your thought process. To ease meditation find peace with yourself and work on healing, perspective and understanding, forgiveness and acceptance. This way getting rid of the distractions and what no longer serves you) All the greatest scientists pondered within to find the biggest questions of life but also looked closely at life itself. Finding peace in understanding life, in all its ways and forms along silence that's my guru and my guide and protector in meditation is jesus, because he is the way and the light and his love and light forever nourishes my soul.
I believe in giving people the right of doubt always to a flaw somtimes, even when I get an off vibe. Give people a chance to change a chance for further selfawareness and self discovery from their words and actions through their later reflection. This doesn't mean you need to tolerate their behavior, once they act out stay unphased and move on. See the good and do good while your at it. Self conscious can be the biggest punishment, while vulnerability is the greatest strength. G. Mendoza For more inspiration follow @gardeniaaria